Bev and I mused about the ways in which our
lives are changing as a result of her illness. We are working toward
understanding that life will never be what it was, that we are in a time of
transition, and that a new future will open us as we accept each day from the
Lord. It’s so much easier to write those words than it is to live
them! I want to race through these hard days. I want to find a way to make it
go away, but God and His grace are found in the process.
Gordon
MacDonald says that God sends ‘disruptive moments.’ They
allow Him to reclaim our attention creating new ways for us to experience His purposes
fully. He takes the American road system as a parable! The Interstate highways
let us drive 70 miles per hour, traveling with efficiency. Stoplights on
an interstate highway? No way! Curves are long and sweeping so as not to
slow traffic.
For the sake of ‘fast’ all the towns that make up America
are by-passed. If you want to experience these United States, you have to
travel on secondary roads. “They wind through small towns and
villages … you see things on them, even though it takes more time and caution
to travel them. Secondary roads do not promise unhindered passage.
Sometimes they are poorly maintained. … Each town has one police officer
with a radar unit designed to raise revenue. … Be prepared for the inevitable
slow-moving vehicle that keeps you crawling along for miles in no-passing
zones. … There are many potential disruptions along the way.” (The
Life God Blesses)
Most
of my life I lived in the way of the Interstate Highway. I was focused on
efficiency in reaching goals that precluded stops to experience people and
places to their fullest. Perhaps I am poorer having missed the opportunities
that might have emerged in a slow conversation over a cup of coffee that was
not scheduled on my full agenda! God, in His infinite wisdom, has detoured me
onto a secondary road at the present. Some destinations and dreams are now out
of reach as the trip will be slower. I pray for faith to accept that this
new normal teach me how to live a richer, fuller life, more accessible
to others and loving better than I have in the past.
Are
you open to the Lord’s ‘disruptive moments?’
Can you allow for the fact that your recent job loss may be His call to a new way of life along lesser traveled paths of deeper intimacy with Him?
Can you allow for the fact that your recent job loss may be His call to a new way of life along lesser traveled paths of deeper intimacy with Him?
Could
it be that what you have resisted so ferociously is actually His persistent
urging to a life more centered on His Way?
That
painful situation you have resented so bitterly could be an invitation to
greater faith and to a new dream.
Here’s
the word from the Word. May it bless you with His peace this day. Paul
experienced disruption and pain. The Spirit showed him the purpose. "To
keep me from becoming proud, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger from
Satan to torment me and keep me from becoming proud.Three
different times I begged the Lord to take it away. Each time he said,
“My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.”
So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ can work through me." (2 Corinthians 12:7-9, NLT)
“My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.”
So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ can work through me." (2 Corinthians 12:7-9, NLT)
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Blessings
Blessings
We pray for blessings,
We pray for peace, comfort for family,
Protection while we sleep.
We pray for healing, for prosperity,
We pray for Your mighty hand
To ease our suffering.
And all the while You hear each spoken need,
Yet love is way too much to give us lesser things.
'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops?
What if Your healing comes through tears?
And what if a thousand sleepless nights,
Are what it takes to know You're near?
And what if trials of this life
Are Your mercies in disguise?
We pray for wisdom,
Your voice to hear.
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near.
We doubt Your goodness,
We doubt Your love,
As if ev'ry promise from Your Word is not enough.
And all the while You hear each desp'rate plea,
And long that we'd have faith to believe.
When friends betray us,
When darkness seems to win.
We know that pain reminds this heart
That this is not this is not our home.
It's not our home.
'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops?
What if Your healing comes through tears?
And what if a thousand sleepless nights,
Are what it takes to know You're near?
What if my greatest disappointments,
Or the aching of this life,
Is a revealing of a greater thirst,
This world can't satisfy?
And what if trials of this life,
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights,
Are Your mercies in disguise?
Laura Story
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