Often people tell me,
“There’s just no way I could do (fill in name of ministry, goal,
experience).” Most of the time what that really means is that they are
just not motivated to put in the effort or do not feel it is important enough
to go through the tough stuff required. For example, someone recently
invited me to participate in a 10K run. “Thanks” I replied, “but I could never
run that distance.” Yes, I could with some consistent effort and
training. The truth is, I’m not interested in doing the training.
When God calls, He equips. If
He extends an invitation to you to live a holy life, to perform some act of
ministry for His church, to serve someone in need, to carry a burden on behalf
of another, you can do it. The real question is not ability; it’s
willingness.
I regularly am tempted by thoughts of inability and/or
incompetence. I wonder if my sermons are just more babbling, adding to the
excess of words in the world. The rapid changes in the world around me
cause me to question my ability to relate to, even to understand, the culture into
which I bring the Gospel. IF I allow myself to compare myself to others
who enjoy a different kind of 'success,' I too readily blame myself for
not having the necessary skills to see the results they enjoy.
I know this:
those thoughts do not come from God! They are an upside
down expression of pride, a focus on me instead of Him! They are way for
me to avoid fulfilling my calling!
When God met Moses in the desert, at the flaming bush, He
called him to become Israel’s deliverer from Egypt. In spite of the
wonder of the situation of his call, Moses was reluctant. Repeatedly Moses
offered excuses. “Who am I, that the people would listen to me?” he
asked. He told God, “They won’t trust me. They won’t listen to a word
I say. They’re going to say, ‘God? Appear to him? Hardly!’ ” (Exodus
4:1, The Message) Then, he whined, “O Lord, I’m just not a good
speaker. I never have been, and I’m not now, even after you have spoken to me.
I’m clumsy with words.” (Exodus 4:10, NLT) At each excuse, the
Lord met Moses with assurance that the real issue was not Moses’ competence,
but His. And we know the rest of the story. This man, who tried so
hard to dodge his calling, became the law-giver, the father of the nation,
God’s man!
The lesson for us is clear and compelling. God is
still building His Church (not a building this time but a body of people) and
the Spirit is actively working to equip each one to fulfill their
calling! "God’s
various gifts are handed out everywhere; but they all originate in God’s
Spirit. God’s various ministries are carried out everywhere; but they all
originate in God’s Spirit. God’s various expressions of power are in action
everywhere; but God himself is behind it all." (1 Corinthians
12:4-6, The Message) What can you do in the work of
God? What kind of spiritual gift has been invested in
you? Serving, speaking, praying, giving, teaching, leading worship,
encouraging, building, making art, telling the Gospel ... the list is long and
God has promised us that His Spirit will put skills, ability, and knowledge in
us that makes us effective.
This is no excuse for failure to prepare through study, with
mentors, and by starting with small efforts. The Lord demands diligence
of us, but simultaneously requires total dependence on Him! We tend to
fall into one extreme or the other: either thinking it's all up to me
(and making ourselves more susceptible to feelings of failure) or just sitting back and
waiting for God to make puppets of us. Somebody said, "We must
work like it all depends on us and pray like it all depends on
Him!" There's a lot of wisdom in that. The Word
says, "By his
divine power, God has given us everything we need for living a godly life. We
have received all of this by coming to know him, the one who called us to
himself by means of his marvelous glory and excellence. ... So,
dear brothers and sisters, work hard to prove that you really are among those
God has called and chosen. Do these things, and you will never fall away. Then
God will give you a grand entrance into the eternal Kingdom of our Lord and
Savior Jesus Christ." (2 Peter 1:3, 10-11, NLT)
Feeling incompetent? Excusing yourself from disciplines of
the Spirit? Resisting God’s call? Focus away from yourself to the One who
calls. He is able “to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine,
according to his power that is at work within us, 21 to him be glory in
the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever!
Amen.” (Eph 3:20)