Did Jesus get discouraged?

I closed my day with a prayer that reflected weariness and some discouragement, too. “Father, I find the passion for my work fading. My vision is clouded. I am ready to walk away from tough situations. Strengthen me so that I will live for You, serving well.” It was less a request of faith and more a moan from my soul born out of fatigue, frustration, and yes; faithlessness! I was experiencing a little of the ‘grass is greener on the other side of the fence’ syndrome, too.  I’d been reading about a man who started a church in his living room 12 years ago that has grown into a ministry to many thousands. As I compared my work to his,  the trap of envy was sprung. Nothing ever good comes from that.  After my whiny prayer, I started to give thanks specifically for God’s gifts!  It’s a long, long list for He’s a good God!

When I opened my Bible this morning, I wondered, “Did Jesus ever get discouraged?”  The answer came from the gospels of Matthew and Luke.  Jesus communed with His Father on the mountain. He took Peter, James, and John with Him for prayer. The Spirit came down and Jesus was ablaze with the Presence of heaven! Then, He left that holy place to go back to work. What does He find?  A mess! A huge crowd has gathered to watch the disciples try to heal a boy who is possessed and in distress. They have failed spectacularly!  The crowds press in on Jesus to see what He will do.  The boy’s father approaches and says, "I asked your disciples to deliver him but they couldn’t.” Jesus said, “What a generation! No sense of God! No focus to your lives! How many times do I have to go over these things? How much longer do I have to put up with this? Bring your son here.”  (Luke 9:40-41, The Message) There is an edge to His words. He’s frustrated that they still just don’t ‘get it.’ Yes, He is discouraged. But, He does not throw up His hands and walk away. He healed the boy and the chapter closes with the summary that ‘everyone was marveling at all that Jesus did.’

This commentary about that scene blessed me. “An expression of something like impatience escaped His lips at this very season. When He came down from the mount and learned what was going on at its base, He exclaimed—with reference at once to the unbelief of the scribes who were present, to the weak faith of the disciples, and to the miseries of mankind suffering the consequences of the curse—“O faithless and perverse generation, how long shall I be with you? How long shall I bear with you?”

Even the loving Redeemer of man felt tempted to be weary in well-doing—weary of encountering the contradiction of sinners and of bearing with the spiritual weakness of disciples. Such weariness therefore, as a momentary feeling, is not necessarily sinful. It may rather be a part of our cross. But it must not be indulged in or yielded to. Jesus did not give Himself up to the feeling.”
 (Training of the Twelve, A. B. Bruce, 1894)

Immediately after the incident, Jesus tried to bring His disciples into understanding of God’s plan, that He must die for the sins of the world, before His Kingdom could come. Did they get it then? No!  They started fighting with each other about who was going to be most important in the Kingdom. Once again, Jesus did not quit on them. He brought a little child to His side and taught them about humility.  Here’s the lesson the Spirit brings to us.   Discouragement and frustration will come. We cannot surrender to it. Instead, we must let it drive us back to our knees in prayer, to discover again (and again, and again, and again) that ‘in our weakness He is strong.’  Our sense of desperation is no excuse for sin. It is a reason to hold ever more tightly to the One who is always faithful.

Here’s a  word from the Word.  "Do you see what this means—all these pioneers who blazed the way, all these veterans cheering us on? It means we’d better get on with it. Strip down, start running—and never quit! No extra spiritual fat, no parasitic sins. Keep your eyes on Jesus, who both began and finished this race we’re in. Study how he did it. Because he never lost sight of where he was headed—that exhilarating finish in and with God—he could put up with anything along the way: Cross, shame, whatever. And now he’s there, in the place of honor, right alongside God. When you find yourselves flagging in your faith, go over that story again, item by item, that long litany of hostility he plowed through. That will shoot adrenaline into your souls! In this all-out match against sin, others have suffered far worse than you."

(Hebrews 12:1-4, The Message)

“Lord, forgive me for my self-pity and willingness to complain.  Strengthen me for the work. Let me see Your kingdom come, Your will be done on earth, as it is in Heaven. Amen.”

The LORD will roar!

The Lord will roar

I love old those old movie Westerns, the ones where the good guys wear white hats, ones in which good triumphs, the nice guy gets the girl. There’s no moral ambiguity in those old films. Everybody knows what’s right and wrong.  Even though the villain looks like he will win, in the end, the hero prevails and we are glad. I like those stories because I don’t see it happening in the world in which I live.  Too often I see the ruthless and cruel step on those who refuse to act selfishly.  The self-promoters, the arrogant, and the willful frequently end up running the show.  It appears that morality is determined by power, that ‘might makes right,’ is true.  We wonder if Friedrich Nietzsche was right when he said  “All things are subject to interpretation. Whichever interpretation prevails at a given time is a function of power and not truth.”

When I see a godly person abused by another, I cry out for God’s justice. When a person is rejected for no better reason than his love for the things of God, I pray for blessings to come. When the evil and godless trample on those who are good and godly, I pray that God will defend His own.  When those who claimed His Name turn to their own ways and disgrace Him in the eyes of the world, I pray for Him to break the spell of the deceiver and reveal His glory anew! “Set things right, Lord. Vindicate those who hope in You.”   I borrow these words of the Psalm in my prayers: "May all who seek to take my life be put to shame and confusion; may all who desire my ruin be turned back in disgrace. May those who say to me, “Aha! Aha!” be appalled at their own shame. But may all who seek you rejoice and be glad in you; may those who love your salvation always say, “The LORD be exalted!”" (Psalm 40:14-16, NIV)

Is my faith an empty hope?  There is a thread that runs through all of Scripture that assures the faithful that God will bring about justice, that the righteous will find their reward. He does not always act on our timetable, however.  For reasons we often cannot grasp, He allows us to suffer. Evil struts about with disdain for those who love what is good, pure, and right. If we look deeply enough, we see that the seed of evil does ultimately produce a crop of destruction.  Greed, sensuality, and selfishness bring short-term gain, but in the end those who choose them as their god are consumed by their own vanities.  But, those who hope in the Lord, will be filled with joy.

The prophet says "The LORD will roar from Zion and thunder from Jerusalem; the earth and the sky will tremble. But the LORD will be a refuge for his people, a stronghold for the people of Israel. ‘Then you will know that I, the LORD your God, dwell in Zion, my holy hill. Jerusalem will be holy; never again will foreigners invade her. ‘In that day the mountains will drip new wine, and the hills will flow with milk; all the ravines of Judah will run with water. A fountain will flow out of the LORD’s house and will water the valley of acacias. But Egypt will be desolate, Edom a desert waste, because of violence done to the people of Judah, in whose land they shed innocent blood. Judah will be inhabited forever and Jerusalem through all generations." (Joel 3:16-20, NIV)  It’s poetic and true!

Here’s a word from the Word. May it be our prayer this day and always.

"We depend on the Lord alone to save us.
Only he can help us, protecting us like a shield.
In him our hearts rejoice, for we are trusting in his holy name.
Let your unfailing love surround us, Lord,
for our hope is in you alone." (Psalm 33:20-22, NLT)  Amen

Responsibly Dependent

Responsibly Dependent

Even as a toddler, my daughter was fiercely independent. She always wanted to 'do this myself!' She was an interesting teenager, not a rebel, but always ready to push the limits of parental authority. It's different now. She is a strong woman. Part of her strength is knowing she does not have to 'do this myself!' She is not reluctant to ask for counsel.

Peter and Christine recently became the guardians of a 13 year old boy. They realize that instant parenthood is a path strewn with challenges, so they call from time to time to talk about their choices; and I'm happy they do. They can benefit from my experience. When I was walking through the emotionally taxing times of caring for my parents at the end of their lives, my children provided emotional support for me that was priceless. This is interdependence.

A person who desires the best life, the most productive life, learns to move beyond childish dependence, to grow through independence, and to live interdependently. He builds a strong network of people to whom he contributes and from whom he receives.

The Message (a modern language version of the Bible) paraphrases Galatians 6, a passage about our interdependent relationship within Christ's church. like this: "Live creatively, friends. If someone falls into sin, forgivingly restore him, saving your critical comments for yourself. You might be needing forgiveness before the day's out. Stoop down and reach out to those who are oppressed.

Share their burdens, and so complete Christ's law. If you think you are too good for that, you are badly deceived. Make a careful exploration of who you are and the work you have been given, and then sink yourself into that. Don't be impressed with yourself. Don't compare yourself with others.

Each of you must take responsibility for doing the creative best you can with your own life. Be very sure now, you who have been trained to a self-sufficient maturity, that you enter into a generous common life with those who have trained you, sharing all the good things that you have and experience." (Galatians 6:1-6, The Message)

No one else will anyone stand in my place before Christ when I am called to give an account of how I used His gifts. I am responsible. But, I will not stand alone. Then, I will understand how much so many others have given to me and what I have contributed to them. Together, we will offer our crowns to the One who saved us and gave us the Spirit's life. At the Throne of God, I will be surrounded by 'the great multitude in Heaven,' those whom God has called out from the earth to walk in holiness, to be His very own people. I will sing with the saints of all the ages, "with your blood you purchased men for God from every tribe and language and people and nation. You have made them to be a kingdom and priests to serve our God." (Rev. 5:9)

Are you a whining victim, refusing to leave the dependence of childhood behind? Are you making others carry your burden?

Are you striding ahead of the pack, accepting no help, seeking no counsel, protecting your independence? Are you robbing yourself of the rich resources of a network?

OR,

Are you praying to develop your gifts and callings, responsibly being the person desires, in the place to which God has called you; fitting into the Body of Christ in humility?

This is interdependence!

Meditate on this familiar word from the Word. "The body is a unit, though it is made up of many parts; and though all its parts are many, they form one body. So it is with Christ. For we were all baptized by one Spirit into one body-whether Jews or Greeks, slave or free-and we were all given the one Spirit to drink. ... The eye cannot say to the hand, "I don't need you!" And the head cannot say to the feet, "I don't need you!" On the contrary, those parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable,... so that there should be no division in the body, but that its parts should have equal concern for each other. ...now you are the body of Christ, and each one of you is a part of it." (1 Corinthians 12:12-13, 21-22, 25, 27, NIV)

Lord, call us together, into your service. Make us strong, together. Amen. 

A Loud Critic or a Responsible Citizen?

I like politics. It’s quite enjoyable to have an earnest conversation with informed and thinking people about public policy. But, there is always at least one in the crowd who is loud, obnoxious, and quite ready to declare, in very dogmatic terms, that the ‘other side’ is part of some terrible, evil conspiracy. Talk radio and cable TV news are now biased hard right and left. Yet, they gain devotees who seem to lose their ability for analysis and understanding in direct proportion to the amount of media opinions they consume. We’re all suffering as a result of the talking heads who make themselves rich by screaming about unfairness and/or stupidity of "the other guy." The extremism is robbing our nation of good governance.

Many Christians quite willingly join the noisy chorus on one side or the other, repeating the party lines, turning policy debates into personal attacks on those who hold office. Is this fitting behavior for those of us who have a higher calling as citizens of the Kingdom of Christ Jesus? Scripture calls us away from the big-mouths with their polarizing talking points into responsible citizenship.  

Romans was written to Christians who lived under a government that had little respect for human rights and yet look what God told them about that government. "Those who refuse to obey the laws of the land are refusing to obey God, and punishment will follow. For the authorities do not frighten people who are doing right, but they frighten those who do wrong. So do what they say, and you will get along well. The authorities are sent by God to help you. But if you are doing something wrong, of course you should be afraid, for you will be punished. The authorities are established by God for that very purpose, to punish those who do wrong. So you must obey the government for two reasons: to keep from being punished and to keep a clear conscience. Pay your taxes, too, for these same reasons. For government workers need to be paid so they can keep on doing the work God intended them to do." (Romans 13:2-6, NLT) It’s a word for our time! God created authority and government.  Like it has in everything else, sin has brought corruption to government because sinful people hold office.  Yet, as Christians, we respect the office and cooperate to make government just and fair. 

I am thankful for the processes of democracy and the ability to express opinions that conflict with those in power. I believe that those Christians who fail to exercise their right to vote, who are uninformed about their government, are missing out on an important part of the 21^st century Christian life. How can they raise an effective witness, how can they work to bring God’s concern for the poor and the oppressed into policy decisions if they are ignorant of the positions of the candidates and their parties?   To be sure, our highest allegiance is to our Heavenly King. True as that is, we hold passports that bear the flag of our nation and we pay taxes to governments of this temporal world. With our citizenship comes privilege and responsibility.

Here’s a word from the Word. As you read it, may the words of our Lord call you to a responsible citizenship that goes beyond simply being a loud critic.

"They came to him and said, “Teacher, we know you are a man of integrity. You aren’t swayed by men, because you pay no attention to who they are; but you teach the way of God in accordance with the truth. Is it right to pay taxes to Caesar or not? Should we pay or shouldn’t we?” But Jesus knew their hypocrisy. “Why are you trying to trap me?” he asked. “Bring me a denarius and let me look at it.” They brought the coin, and he asked them, “Whose portrait is this? And whose inscription?” “Caesar’s,” they replied. Then Jesus said to them, “Give to Caesar what is Caesar’s and to God what is God’s.” And they were amazed at him."

(Mark 12:14-17, NIV)