Pete (not his real
name) wept as he described his Christian experience. Guilt was so much a part
of his life, he was considering throwing it all away. In the decade since he had accepted Christ,
he had lived a roller coaster life;
times of joy, followed by defeat; weeks when he managed to restrain old
habits, followed by falls into them.
Guilt had turned into fear and doubt. He wondered if God cared, if he
could ever change. Yes, but not by
determination alone. He was trying to do for himself what only the Spirit of
the Lord can do for anyone of us.
What’s sin do you
come up against repeatedly? What derails
you, leaves you feeling defeated, breaks you down?
For some, it’s stuff. They just want more and often spend themselves into a deep hole, again and again.
For others, it’s sex. They never are fulfilled, are enslaved by fantasies, or pornography, or even promiscuity.
For some, it’s work. They either love it or hate it. The lazy man avoids it. Others are consumed by work, slaves to performance.
For some, it’s stuff. They just want more and often spend themselves into a deep hole, again and again.
For others, it’s sex. They never are fulfilled, are enslaved by fantasies, or pornography, or even promiscuity.
For some, it’s work. They either love it or hate it. The lazy man avoids it. Others are consumed by work, slaves to performance.
Some are tripped
up by appearance, others by reputation, still others by religion. Some can’t get over the past, some are so in
love with the future they fail to see today. Still others are prideful and
insecure.
Those things that
keep coming back to defeat you are ‘besetting sins.’ The Bible says, "Let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset
us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, Looking unto
Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before
him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand
of the throne of God. " (Hebrews 12:1-2, KJV) So, how do we find freedom? There are three critical
choices that the Spirit asks of those who would live freely.
The first is to “lay aside the sin.” Yes, literally, stop carrying it around. Entrenched thought patterns, deeply engrained
habits, give those sins their strength in your life. It’s amazing how we
arrange our lives to accommodate our sins.
We make excuses for them. We give them new names so they don’t seem so
bad. Stop! Confess it for what it is. Look at it without the filters.
And, God, the Holy Spirit, will give you strength to throw it away, if you are willing to stop dealing with
symptoms and treat the disease. Pray for
insight into why you choose to spend
too much, wallow in porn, pretend, or play too many games. It may be that you need a spiritual director
who helps you to get under the surface, to the real issues that feed your
habitual sins. Often sin finds its power of us when we ignore a legitimate need
or when we attempt to satisfy our hunger with a shortcut.
Second, we ‘run with patience.’ Spiritual disciplines are daily acts, not
Sunday morning choices. Scripture
intake, prayer and meditation, practicing service, generosity, thankfulness,
dying to Self – will produce a life that is rich in character, deep in Spirit,
and steady in faith. But, just as
physical fitness demands ongoing exercise, spiritual health requires constant
enduring practice of those things that open our minds to God’s work. A holy
life is not a sprint; it’s a marathon.
Third, we ‘look to Jesus.’ The Christian life is much more than
self-help and/or positive thinking. It is discipleship.
We are followers who desire to know and emulate Him. This is not an easy question and you may not
even understand it at first. Are you
really seeking to follow Jesus, or are you just looking for the benefits of
being a Christian? Do you love Him or
just the things He can provide for you?
Pete re-focused on
Jesus. He worked on his thought processes. He began to practice spiritual
disciplines. He discovered new stability, real peace, and consistent victory
over ‘besetting sin.’ You can, too!
Here’s a word from
the Word. "Don’t tolerate people who
try to run your life, ordering you to bow and scrape, insisting that you join
their obsession with angels and that you seek out visions. They’re a lot of hot
air, that’s all they are. They’re completely out of touch with the source of
life, Christ, who puts us together in one piece, whose very breath and blood
flow through us. He is the Head and we are the body. We can grow up healthy in
God only as he nourishes us. So, then, if with Christ you’ve put all that
pretentious and infantile religion behind you, why do you let yourselves be
bullied by it? “Don’t touch this! Don’t taste that! Don’t go near this!” Do you
think things that are here today and gone tomorrow are worth that kind of
attention? Such things sound impressive if said in a deep enough voice. They
even give the illusion of being pious and humble and ascetic. But they’re just
another way of showing off, making yourselves look important. So if you’re
serious about living this new resurrection life with Christ, act like it.
Pursue the things over which Christ presides." (Colossians 2:18-3:1,
The Message)