Serving a Sunday School Jesus?

It was a tough conversation. She was disillusioned. The picture of "Jesus" she formed growing up in church was not matching up to the experience of Jesus Christ in her adult life. In Sunday School, Jesus was a smiling Man, surrounded by happy children. He was painted in pretty pictures that showed Him doing nice things for people- feeding the hungry, healing the sick. And that is as it should be for little children, for those things are true. However, there is more to Jesus than "nice." He also allowed His friend - John, the Baptist - to be beheaded, which made many wonder about who He really was. Instead of sweeping aside the Romans who subjugated His Jewish people, He let them nail Him to a Cross. It's a long way from the Nice Man holding kids on His lap in a Galilean field to the horrific image of a bloodied Messiah crying out - "My God, why have you forsaken me?" But both images are true!

My young friend was in a faith crisis as she discovered a different face of Jesus; the Lord of Life, who did not produce miracles on demand, who allowed friends to die, and who required costly decisions of those who would follow Him. She wondered, and I admire her candor, "Is He real? Does He care? Is He there?" I could empathize with all those questions. I was there once, too. I pray that she is able to let go of the "Sunday School Jesus" and move into a deeper faith that lets her experience the mysterious romance of knowing the Lord of Glory who often refuses to do what we think He should do.

Many Believers never do let go of the childish ideas about God! They persist in thinking of Him as a nice Papa, who dispenses gifts to His good children, who protects them from all pain and suffering. Wouldn't that be great, if only it were true? Timothy Stoner writes this provocative thought: "When I'm struggling to figure out God, I have to remind myself to begin with this simple premise: An infinite mind will pose a bit of a challenge for a finite little mind like mine. We should not be surprised if He doesn't fit into any of the tidy compartments we've crafted or the stereotypes our culture has conditioned us to embrace." (The God Who Smokes, Navpress, 2007) God says of Himself- "I form the light and create darkness, I make peace and create calamity; I, the Lord, do all these things." (Isaiah 45:7, NKJV)

God is good, but on a different scale than we often conceive. He desires that we know Him as our one true desire, and He is more than enough. Here's the real issue. Will you and I let go of a God we have created in our image? Will we allow Him to be truly God, in all His majesty and mystery, or will we insist that He operate within our logic and play by our rules even though we don't even do that very well? If God is puzzling you today, or if you're angry with Him for not giving you what you want right now, or if your faith is shaky - ponder the wisdom of Psalm 73. This passage takes us through the mind of a man disillusioned, afraid, and angry. He saw the evil prospering while he struggled despite doing right things. He felt as though serving God was all foolishness; until he factored in eternity! In humble worship, he chooses to let himself remain without explanations for the moment, while holding onto the One who is larger than time. And he concludes, "You will guide me with Your counsel, And afterward receive me to glory. Whom have I in heaven but You? And there is none upon earth that I desire besides You." (Psalm 73:24-25, NKJV)

Ponder this passage prayerfully, Believer. May your faith grow deep, strong, and mature.

"God’s loyal love couldn’t have run out, his merciful love couldn’t have dried up. They’re created new every morning. How great your faithfulness!

I’m sticking with God (I say it over and over). He’s all I’ve got left. God proves to be good to the man who passionately waits, to the woman who diligently seeks. It’s a good thing to quietly hope, quietly hope for help from God. It’s a good thing when you’re young to stick it out through the hard times.

When life is heavy and hard to take, go off by yourself. Enter the silence. Bow in prayer. Don’t ask questions: Wait for hope to appear. Don’t run from trouble. Take it full-face. The "worst" is never the worst. Why? Because the Master won’t ever walk out and fail to return. "
(Lamentations 3:22-31, The Message)