I’ll stand at her grave later today
knowing full well that her body is decaying, but that she is, not was; that in a
way that I cannot fully understand she is present with the Lord she served and
loved. And, I will bring to mind the promise that Jesus gave us - “I am the resurrection and the life. He who
believes in me will live, even though he dies.” (John 11:25)
The
loss is hard, grief real. I am not without hope nor do I consider myself ‘abandoned’
by God. I am convinced that "The steps of the godly are directed by
the Lord. He delights in every detail of their lives." (Psalm 37:23,
NLT) I have no idea why He allowed Bev
to be taken so soon but I walk in faith. I remember her, yes!
The four decades of life are full of “Ebenezers,” places where we knew God, in the good and
bad, the wonderful and the awful -as the Faithful One. Ebenezer comes from this passage - "Samuel
then took a large stone and placed it between the towns of Mizpah and Jeshanah.
He named it Ebenezer—“the stone of help”—for
he said, “Up to this point the Lord has helped us!” (1 Samuel 7:12, NLT)
Are
you in a time of victory and celebration?
Make a memorial so you will remember!
Are you living through frustrating situations, stressed by multiple
problems for which there are no ready solutions? Visit an Ebenezer! (I am not just encouraged by my own experiences.
I love to read of the faithfulness of the Lord in other’s lives, too.)
In preacher Malachi’s word, we read about God’s
people receiving a harsh rebuke and their response was to turn to God and to
remember. "Then those who feared the
Lord talked with each other, and the Lord listened and heard. A scroll of
remembrance was written in his presence concerning those who feared the Lord
and honored his name." (Malachi 3:16, NIV)
Even
if we cannot see past our present hardship, even if Heaven seems far away, there
is a choice that we make, supported by the Ebenezers we have built along the
way – Obedient surrender. We hold onto the promise that here or perhaps in
Heaven, His ‘delight in every detail of
our lives,’ will become evident. And, as understanding comes, faith will become
sight!
Here
is a word from the Word - " I thank
my God every time I remember you. In all my prayers for all of you, I always
pray with joy because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day
until now, being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will
carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus." (Philippians
1:3-6, NIV)
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Here I raise mine Ebenezer
Hither by Thy help I'm come
And I hope by Thy good
pleasure
Safely to arrive at home
Jesus sought me when a
stranger
Wand'ring from the fold of
God
He to rescue me from danger
Interposed His precious
blood
From
the hymn, Come, Thou Fount of Ev’ry Blessing