With my 70th birthday a few days away I am reflecting on life; choices made, days invested or wasted. My reveries are part nostalgia and more importantly, evaluation. I think these thoughts are common to people of a certain age. There are so many ways to measure one’s life, aren’t there? Jeff Bezos, founder of Amazon, with a net worth estimated at more than $200 billion, is getting married in Venice today. The wedding will gather 200 of the world’s glitterati and cost more than $75 million! Such excess is one way to attempt to declare one’s worth.
We more common folk look a bit differently on life, right?
We might ask -
*How much money do I have in the bank?
*What kind of status do I enjoy?
*What positions did I hold?
*What awards with my name etched on them hang on a wall somewhere?
*Was I happy?
*Did I make family relationships work? Who loves me/hates me?
*Is a street named in my honor?
*Did my life add net worth to my place in this world?
There is a book in the Bible that asks and answers the
question of meaning.
An old king named Solomon wrote it, calling himself “the Teacher.” He had a whole list of accomplishments –
cities and buildings he had brought into existence, a prosperous nation he had
led, hedonistic pleasures beyond the imagination of most enjoyed, great wealth
amassed, envy and recognition of many… and in summary he cynically recognizes
that none of it proves a thing about his meaning, purpose, or ultimate value.
He cries “as I looked at everything I had worked so hard to accomplish, it was all so meaningless—like chasing the wind. There was nothing really worthwhile anywhere.” (Ecclesiastes 2)
When life comes down to the essence of our existence, there are just two measures of worth and value. Jesus calls them the ‘greatest commandments.’ “‘You must love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul, and all your mind.’ This is the first and greatest commandment. A second is equally important: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’” (Matthew 22)
Rich or poor, famous or obscure, accomplished or not, what pleases God and gives us the deepest satisfaction is knowing and living in God’s love, gifted to us through Christ Jesus, and then boldly loving others – not just in words, but with profound care, respect, and compassion. He asks, “what do you benefit if you gain the whole world but lose your own soul?” (Mark 8)
Solomon set aside his cynicism in the end and left this inspired wisdom to us. We do well to heed his words so that when we are near the end of the race, we will not cry that life has been a ‘vanity of vanities,’ without meaning! He says “Don’t let the excitement of youth cause you to forget your Creator. Honor him in your youth before you grow old and say, “Life is not pleasant anymore.”… Here now is my final conclusion: Fear God and obey his commands, for this is everyone’s duty. God will judge us for everything we do, including every secret thing, whether good or bad.” (Ecclesiastes 12)
Here is a prayer of Augustine. As we make his words our own, may our choices make our lives full of holy purpose and eternal significance. Let us pray -
“Grant me, even me, my dearest Lord, to know you, and
love you, and rejoice in you.
And, if I cannot do these perfectly in this life, let me at least advance to
higher degrees every day, until I can come to do them in perfection.
Let the knowledge of you increase in me here, that it may be full hereafter.
Let the love of you grow every day more and more here, that it may be perfect
hereafter; that my joy may be full in you.
I know, O God, that you are a God of truth, O make good your gracious promises
to me, that my joy may be full; to your honor and glory, with the Father and
the Holy Spirit you live and reign, one God, now and forever. Amen." (Augustine
- 354-430)
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