Tuesday, October 08, 2013

Oh For Grace to Trust Him More



Yesterday, when the physician told Bev no further treatment was needed, that her extensive biopsy showed no irregular cells, we were thrilled. We thanked God from the depths of our beings. Later that same day, an old friend wrote and told us that after being diagnosed with a late stage cancer several months ago, and going through treatment, her most recent scans show no cancer.  We were so happy for Susan, so grateful to the Lord for this blessing.  Then last night, another colleague sent word of great disappointment in his life. He wrote, “We're really upset, but trusting in God's sovereignty and providence. Please pray for us as we deal with this loss.”  As I prayed for this man, I asked the Lord to increase MY faith that I would trust Him in the same way when the answer is ‘yes,’ and when the answer is ‘no,’ when His Presence is evident, and when His face is hidden.

In a childish way, I sometimes wish God would always say “yes,” but realize what chaos would ensue in this world.  In the film, “Bruce Almighty,” (2003) the lead character questions God and is allowed to exercise divine power in the city of Buffalo, NY for a time.  Overwhelmed by the prayerful petitions that pour in, he says yes to every prayer, and quickly realizes that he cannot do that again. (Yes, it’s comedy and we cannot form theology from pop culture!)  

 Think over your life and how many unwise prayers you have prayed. God reveals Himself as a purposeful and wise Father and asks that He trust Him to lead us in ways that are best. Sometimes the only prayer we can muster is the desperate one of the father who brought his tormented son to Jesus for healing. When his faith was challenged, he cried: “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!” (Mark 9:24, NIV)

Prayers can be derailed by too much of "ME" in them. If our prayers are answered with healing, prosperity, or other blessings, we may be tempted with subtle pride.  “I must have been good enough, prayed with enough faith, did something that merited this good thing,” we think.  Or, on the other side of the coin, we might think, “If only I were a better person, if I gave more, served more, prayed harder … God would have spared me this trial.”  The Devil rejoices when we turn our focus on ourselves.  If it’s all about “me” I cannot know the grace He offers, the wonderful peace found in the center of His love.  Awful insecurity results as we wonder if we are good enough for God!  Yes, of course, it is both good and right to live in intimate obedience, walking with our Heavenly Father.  The Bible warns us that God cannot be mocked, and that a man will reap a harvest from the seeds he plants.  But, hopefully those warning will not drive us to perfectionism, but to greater dependence on His mercy and grace!

Here’s a word from the Word for ALL times, glad and sad, blessed and broken, failure and success. Meditate on the wisdom of the Spirit. "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things."
(Philippians 4:6-8, NIV)
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I love this arrangement of the hymn, “I Need Thee Every Hour.”  It’s done a capella.  Listen and enjoy.

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